I suddenly knew I had to write this. I don’t understand why. I don’t know how this can help anyone, but I fully trust this inner knowing.
Many years ago, some students and I were with the Enlightened One. He suddenly looked at me and said, “One day, you will share what you have learned and help them in English.” He also said, “What you share will be like a clean stream of water, which will help them.”
I didn’t believe him, but I respect him, so I smiled. At that time, I was full of fears. I was full of anxiety. I was a people-pleaser. I was an attention seeker. I was a validation seeker. I was a pretender. I was so insecure. I was still biting my nails. I was so selfish. I hated helping others.
I kept doing my inner and shadow work. I didn’t know they were called that. Many things happened, including many awakenings. In October 2017, I suddenly heard an inner voice telling me to post tweets on Twitter. I ignored it four times but gave in after the fifth time and got on Twitter.
The rest is Twitter history. It turns out the Enlightened One was right again. I am doing what little I can to help others and this helps me too.